No matter where you end up, I hope you are happy and true to yourself. I know life's probably been hard but I'm proud of how far you've made it. I hope you didn't allow anxiety to take control of your life and you never regret anything. You are amazing. Life may be tough, but you're tougher. Don't ever forget it. Keep on keeping on and being the best you, you can be!
Love,
Your present self (May 18, 2020)