Dear future Alondra, I hope someday you find this and you get to look back at the things you were going through and realize that it was just a little bump to a beautiful destination. I hope that when you read this you’re happy and have started your own life. You deserve to be happy and to get everything you’ve wished for in life. I hope that the little bit of darkness inside your head is gone and that its filled with blessings. I also hope that you finally receive the love you’ve been handing out to others. I know that you love yourself right now but I truly hope that you fall in love with yourself by the time your reading this and I hope that you've stopped comparing yourself to other females. I also hope you’ve traveled many places by now, especially where you’ve always wanted to go, Paris. Just know that life is always changing, the darkness goes away, your problems will get solved and your not a disappointment. You’re just a kid going through some hard stuff in your life and it’s okay to make a mistake every now and then. You’re human, nobody is perfect.